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solsetur: This Photograph is my proof. There was that...

Wed, 12 Jun 2013 11:29:29 -0400

This Photograph is my proof. There was that afternoon, when things were still good between us, and she embraced me, and we were so happy. It did happen, she did love me. Look see for yourself!

Duane Michals, 1974

dicksp8jr: egberts: did you know when you blush your stomach lining turns pink too What do I do...

Sun, 09 Jun 2013 11:44:06 -0400

dicksp8jr:

egberts:

did you know when you blush your stomach lining turns pink too

What do I do with this knowledge

"Because when something happens, he’s the person I want to tell. The most basic indicator of love."

Sun, 09 Jun 2013 11:43:33 -0400

“Because when something happens, he’s the person I want to tell. The most basic indicator of love.”

- David Levithan (via durianquotes)

How many times will I have to tell myself “I am never drinking again” before I listen?

Sun, 09 Jun 2013 09:06:12 -0400

How many times will I have to tell myself “I am never drinking again” before I listen?

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Fri, 07 Jun 2013 18:12:28 -0400

you know how after relationships (or pretty much anything really) end, you realize all the things...

Thu, 06 Jun 2013 23:37:48 -0400

you know how after relationships (or pretty much anything really) end, you realize all the things you should have done differently. and you’re just like, “oops. fucked that up.”

lessons to learn from.

I always thought hearing goodbye would be such a hard and indescribably sad, sorrowful thing for...

Mon, 03 Jun 2013 23:25:00 -0400

I always thought hearing goodbye would be such a hard and indescribably sad, sorrowful thing for me.
Not so much the saying of the words, but more the implementation of it all.
Of going day-to-day bearing the weight of actualization to the true meaning of “goodbye.”
And though they say that things heal with time, I always swore the journey would be relentless, everyday a toll.
So I fought with you …because in our relationship I saw light.
And my predisposed knowledge told me that the light was you. And the dark was goodbye.
But you left me. So I began to journey through the dark.

But I realized something as I wandered through;
The light was hope and the dark was dread
And they say dreading something is always the worst part.
It’s the truth, I tell you.
I’d been living in the dark, the dread. There’s new light to be found.

And I realized I’ll be alright, I’ll be just fine.
Just know, you were worth the fight, you were worth the time.

Thank you for saying "I love you" as you walked away and told me you couldn't do it anymore.

Sun, 02 Jun 2013 02:18:00 -0400

it serves almost as my lullaby in all this
 she still loved me
 she still loved me
 she still loved me
 i can’t deny that

and i lay there, hoping to find a way to fix it  but then I realize
you’re not coming back

so I turn and I ask you in your absence for one last thing …please never stop 
hoping, somehow, you’ll hear my words so hoarse, sincere, and soft

nobody understands the love i have for kathryn erbe when she’s alex eames.

Sun, 02 Jun 2013 01:34:45 -0400

nobody understands the love i have for kathryn erbe when she’s alex eames.

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Sat, 01 Jun 2013 14:53:46 -0400

Truest and most simplest happiness. - only underwear, no “clothes” - blankets - nicknames - good...

Fri, 31 May 2013 00:24:00 -0400

Truest and most simplest happiness.

- only underwear, no “clothes”
- blankets
- nicknames
- good conversation
- random/trivia/fun facts
- stories and memories
- hearing “good morning” in any form
- hair playing and such
- cuddling, lap-laying, feet-sitting, all of the above
- netflix nights
- writing and getting notes and letters
- surprises
- open communication
- home-cooked
- teddy bears
- good books
- puns
- last minute plans that come together perfectly
- valuing friendships and people
- writing, literature, poetry, quotes
- learning something, anything new
- 4 am-and-we’re’still-awake conversations and silly games
- good rap or bon iver
- the unknown impact you have on everyone you come in contact with
- nuzzling
- knowing that people care. caring for them back.

"Hi baby bear!"

Thu, 30 May 2013 23:57:51 -0400

…it’s the little things, ya know.

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Thu, 30 May 2013 23:50:00 -0400

lazullii: blankets are kinda weird when you think about it they don’t generate heat or anything...

Thu, 30 May 2013 23:48:06 -0400

lazullii:

blankets are kinda weird when you think about it

they don’t generate heat or anything they’re just these heavy soft sheets we wrap ourselves in. all they do is make it so the heat from our bodies stays near us we’re the ones making ourselves warm

in a way that makes it so blankets help us achieve our full potential

"I’m almost never serious, and I’m always too serious. Too deep, too shallow. Too sensitive, too cold..."

Thu, 30 May 2013 23:47:40 -0400

“I’m almost never serious, and I’m always too serious. Too deep, too shallow. Too sensitive, too cold hearted. I’m like a collection of paradoxes.”

- Ferdinand von Schrubentaufft (via nicoleeenugget)

please come back.

Thu, 30 May 2013 23:42:02 -0400

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Thu, 30 May 2013 00:07:31 -0400

Five letters to five different people

Tue, 28 May 2013 00:06:51 -0400

1. I love you.

I still love you. I always have. Immensely and more sincerely than I know how to show or say. I’d take you back into my life any day. I want you back, but you have to come back to me. I’m always here. I love you.

2. I’m sorry.

You still cross my mind, I still wonder how you’re doing. I still get angry when I think about certain things you said or did after it all went to shit. But good god, I did my fair share of hurting you. I’ll be honest, I never loved you in the way I said I did, and in the way you loved me…but I did care for you. I l cared for you in a different way, a way that I wasn’t aware existed at the time you were around. I wish I acknowledged that to myself sooner. You’ll never know this, but if you ever needed something, you could call me. I wish I could give you a hug. …three years later, and I still wish I could hug you again.

3. Thank you.

Before you, I’d never been on a date with someone that I actually thought I might end up marrying. Honestly, after two dates I thought, “so this is what that feeling feels like.”

4. Honestly,

I think we needed Christmas Eve to happen.

5. Why?

I don’t understand you. You’re so broken and fucked up. I wanted to be your friend, possibly more, but you pretty much burned that bridge. I think you remind me too much of myself, and that’s why I can’t stand the thought of you anymore.

"Emma is not a person. Emma is a place that you get stuck in. Emma is a pain that you cannot erase."

Mon, 27 May 2013 23:22:40 -0400

“Emma is not a person. Emma is a place that you get stuck in. Emma is a pain that you cannot erase.”

- Justin Vernon (via please-sleep-softly)

I feel like I’m Lauren Conradand you’re Heidi Montag. so accurately me right now:

Sun, 26 May 2013 23:07:03 -0400

I feel like I’m Lauren Conrad
and you’re Heidi Montag.

so accurately me right now: